What if the loving I’m missing is finally taking control?
And what if the drugs in my system are finally taking a toll?
And what if I bleed?
The whole world will see my heart
Lord, what I need?
Have mercy on me, please, God
I don’t wanna wake up
I’m living in a dream right now
Only place I ain’t a fuck-up
Only place I mean to be right now
I only feel right, when I’m doin’ wrong
I only feel right, when I’m doin’ wrong
I only feel right, when I’m doin’ wrong
I only feel right, said I--
What if the darkness inside of me’s finally taking my soul?
And what if the angels in Heaven were sent- to take- me home?
Where they fight through the demons
That I have in my life
Lord, I believe I’ll eventually see the light
I don’t wanna wake up
I’m living in a dream right now
Only place I ain’t a fuck-up,
Only place I mean to be right now
I only feel right, when I’m doin’ wrong
I only feel right, when I’m doin’ wrong
I only feel right, when I’m doin’ wrong
I only feel right, said I only feel ri-ight
…
Look in my eyes,
Do you believe the man in the mirror is looking at me
Here is the monster I came to be
This is the circus they all came to see
I fear falling down
I’m up right now
I know I’ll fuck this up somehow
Won’t you pray for me? (Pray for me, pray for me)
Won’t you pray for me?
Live in the darkness
I’m in love with the heartless
I live in the darkness
Still in love with the heartless
I feel like it’s all I know,
Baby I can’t let go
Monsters I can’t control
Hope the Lord saves my soul
I have been struggling,
Playin’ tug of war with the few of the demons I know
I have been shunned,
And drug through the mud
I won’t hold a grudge, I’ve been here before
There is still fight in me,
I can be anything I set my mind to be
Yes I can
The storm that’s inside of me rages so violently,
God, shine your light on me,
Here I am
Won’t you pray for me? (Pray for me, pray for me)
Won’t you pray for me?
Live in the darkness
I’m in love with the heartless
I live in the darkness
I’m in love with the heartless
I feel like it’s all I know
Baby, I can’t let go
Monsters I can’t control
Hope the Lord saves my soul
I know I need you Lord,
Nothing that I need more
Keep my head in the clouds
Keep my feet on the floor
Won’t you pray for me?