I been, I been, I been
I been touching fires for the sake of feelin'
I been chasing, chasing
Chasing all these highs so I could crash the ceiling
I been restless, tempted to follow every devil way down
I took it so low and at that time it looked like no way out
I had to see
Try to believe
I write my story and this ain't how it's ending
Said to myself
Said to myself, "this ain't how I'm gonna go down"
When the bottom hit my soul
I had to climb up all alone
When the night shot down my hope
I had to find a light to hold
You gotta pray just a little
Die just a little
To come alive in the right way
And sometimes to get home you gotta go
The hard way, hard way
Turnin', turnin', turnin'
Turnin' every corner 'cause my heart was yearning
For something more than 4 A.M.…