I woke up in a castle,
in a blossoming garden,
feeling so lonely
mmm
I hung myself,
in this mess
filled with thorns.
tell me what do they call you?
where are you running off to?
ah could you tell me?
mmm
I found you hidden away in this garden.
and I know, your warmth is
the closest to reality,
the flowers that you picked for me
reaching for your hand.
but this is my fate
don't smile on me,
light on me
no I can never take another step to you
don't have a name to call me by anymore
you know that I can't
show you me,
give you me,
the weaknesses that I hide you can never see
I’m wearingamask again so I can see you
but I still want you.
wanna give you a flower,
from this lonesome garden,
reminding me of you
mmm
I'd give you all and take this foolish mask off.
but I know, that I can
never give you more than that
forever may be in the past
hide the ugly now.
cause I'm so afraid
that in the end,
you'll leave again.
It may be sad, but what was I supposed to do?
I’m wearing a mask again so I can see you
I'm crying my soul out
I'm all alone,
these walls won't hold
the castle made of sand is falling from stone
I'm taking off the mask to go and see you
but I still want you
and I still want you
ooh ooh ooh
Maybe back then
If i was brave
I’d show you me
We could finally be happy young wild and free
I'd give you all and take this foolish mask off.
But my heart is breaking,
falling, deeply
the castle made of sand has fallen from within
I throw away my mask and see it sinking
But I still want you